Myself got so beaten when facing that moment. all i could remember was only that sentence. so real so deep and so hurt. It suddenly tear down the wall that have built.
i tried myself to kept calm. collecting all the positif sights and let the negative gone. alhamdulillah i did it well even it was difficult. and more, i had a lot of people with their support and suggestion with that problem. Thank you is never been enough for saying to My Allah.
Well what i would like to telling you, that there was a missunderstanding as what my partner said to me. Yes, he did. He apologized as he wanted and i just stood and listend to what i could accept. Oh no, I didn't try to be that strong, I only showed my pride as a girl. And that way means, you might play but I know what I should do back then.
Relationship needs a respect and believe. And I have it all my best. But this LDR takes much than what i can provide from myself. Just like what i had at this 3rd. It shocked me a lot. Yet, i still have to say "Alhamdulillah" because every mountain will find difficulties of its own.
Well, I realize that reality doesn't always come as what we picture in our mind. But honestly this moment i've gotten stornger than before. Maybe because i leave it all to My Allah. and humility, I can only pray for our best. Because i still wanna have more years to come with my partner. May Allah bless us,amin.
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