NOTE (4) Unsure - Unspoken

Tak tersentuh
kisah yang lucu
sembunyi-sembunyi
bahagia dibalik sebaris senyuman
itu sangat cukup, setidaknya pada saat ini

krn ap yg kw beri tdk akn kmbLi spnhny pdmu
withmywhoLeLouph :D

I was in love at the time, to the unexpected person. and yep as what the title says it was unclear feeling for sure. On March, 2010. What a puppy love i said. Lihat saja paragrap keduanya. Hihi

NOTE (3) Move on

its been so long since i fell in love on writing. since someone broke up my mood!!
well its not about me and my mood, its about you and your past!! something blew my feeling to write this note. i dont know why can i be excited like this much. yesterday you said that she's not not nothing cauze you saparated when you found time to feel she's the one. obviously, its made me feel curiouz to give you some question for more. i wanna know about her. hahaha...and you also.

honestly, maybe this feeling come because your are my soul brader!! i know how the woman made you up and down!!! and i know its just a falsehood when you said you dont without lookin into my eyes.

heem....thats it...ill continue then

WRITTEN on Dec 2012 after i had had a short discussion with my buddy, he was confusing with his girl

NOTE (2) Dua orang penting

ini ku buat agar aku slalu ingat bahwa hal ini tdk hanya terjadi setiap tahun...tapi setiap hari...
bahwa selalu ada senyuman,ciuman dan pelukan hangat yg ku dapati di setiap pagi yang kutemui!
tak ketinggalan banyolan tak jemu-jemu dari seorang lelaki yg sudah berumur! haaahaaa...paling bisa!!
yah...dua org inilah yg selalu menyadarkanku akan adanya hari ini! membuatku tringat kembali yang lalu itu!! mmbuatku mmacu cita2 dan mrangkai harapan...
musim ini malah lebih parah...kami terkekeh2 menyadari kalo ada yg pura2 lupa dengan hari pentingnya! yah namanya juga sudah berumur*kata lelaki itu...
sedang aku,masih dengan wajah tanpa expresi! membaca satu per satu pesan singkat dengan rupa2 bahasa masuk dalam inbox telepon genggamku yang @oon!! hahahaaa...benar juga,trnyata hari ini hari penting itu! yah,satu dari hari trpenting....yang dulu mnjadi amat sangat penting untuk wanita dan laki2 yang masih saja senyum2 dihadapanku dan sepertinya msh penting smpai saat ini!!
lihat saja pagi ini..
hawa semangat itu kian merasuk! smpai2 aku terlambat k sekolah! haaa...
bagaimana tidak kl kanyataanya banyak kegiatan tambahan(tk perlu dsebut)terjadi hari ini..
*sperti biasa...mereka slalu mnyibukkanq
loveyu both my entire life =))
768

that was a breeze morning on my 22nd birthday
June 7th 2010

NOTE (1)

-waiting list-

catching the wings

These days, aku kerjannya menemukan (baca:mencari) kisah usang. Well gak yang jelek-jelek amat sih. Mendadak pengen flash back saja. Pengen lebih banyak belajar juga. Iya kan, masa lalu seperti spion itu. Penting, tapi gak mesti juga selalu kita liatin.

Concerning to my partner, kemaren nemu foto jadul waktu masih di kantor. Sebenarnya dan sesungguhnya nothing special di files itu, cuma yang ceritanya sekarang ama jaman itu udah kebalik jadinya senyum-senyum sendiri. Malah setelah liat bareng-bareng saling nuduh hal yang gak nggak. Jalan takdir memang ajaib.

Dan malam ini kutemukan lagi notes of a hidden feeling. What? Malu aku jadinya. Awalnya gak niat sharing karena sepertinya akan menambah perdebatan dengan si hati. Cukup saya dan mungkin sahabat. Heran juga saya secupu itu saat itu. Jatohnya cuma bisa menyanyi dan nulis ajah. Mati gaya.

Untuk beberapa notes yang menurutku lucu, akan dengan senang hati ku posting disini. Kalau tidak salah, sepertinya 2010 memang aku lagi getol-getolnya nulis dan mencari inspirasi. Lumayan lah, bisa keliatan progresnya. Semakin kesini, semakin bervariasi dan straight to the point. Tapi sayangnya sih gak terbit-terbit. Hihi

HOT this

What's new about me......

Omo...am getting confuse now! Noph, it's nor about love neither money hahaa! It's about my study! Oh my, am so much dizzy at these several months. Oke please stop guessing what happen to my study. I am not having trouble with my grade. It won't ever happen(Insyallah). Hemm hemm hemm a scholarship comes.

Well, studying overseas is one of my curiosity since I have known English. Talking about the environment and advantages make me so eager, sounds so good.

And when the chance came from a lovable country, was just like a dream comes true. Thinking i would be so happy then such as some of my friend who's goin' there soon at this year. Every part of it's like a fairy tale. A diary girl got his dream very close by this chance. I said to my self that way.

Conversely, i'am taking my time most to think about my decision. I have thought that life would be different but it goes differently after i got this. I should have realize what would happen at the future.

In sum, finishing my current study is my primary right now, making the best i have. and, I couldn't have any other choice than that. I am on a halfway, and leaving my study will completely wasting my money if i do. I think i could get another scholars(sure) or maybe a trip someday.

I hope i could stick with this believing :')

Macromedia Class

what comes in your mind when seeing the picture? anyone get interested?
huuuu this short of program is what i have been studying lately at the end of my 1st semester. one of the requirement to fullfil the gpa in whole year academic. for me it so much, i meant so much boring. i have got no interest to work out with. but at last as what happend today, i have to create something as the final assesment. great. i can't stand for the next schedule...